Monday, December 29, 2014

Chinese churches - reconciliation between OBC and CBC cultures



FOR THE HEALING OF THE NATIONS

For the healing of the nations,
Lord, we pray with one accord,
for a just and equal sharing
of the things that earth affords.
To a life of love in action
help us rise and pledge our word.

Lead us forward into freedom,
from despair your world release,
that, redeemed from war and hatred,
all may come and go in peace.
Show us how through care and goodness
fear will die and hope increase.

All that kills abundant living,
let it from the earth be banned:
pride of status, race or schooling,
dogmas that obscure your plan.
In our common quest for justice
may we hallow brief life's span.

You, Creator God, have written
your great name on humankind;
for our growing in your likeness
bring the life of Christ to mind;
that by our response and service
earth its destiny may find.

—Fred Kaan               

Chinese churches - participating in global justice in natural disasters

Embracing a Kingdom approach to global justice in the face of natural disasters and crisis’s

By Dr. Matthew Todd, MTS, MA, DTL
The week of the Haiti earthquake crisis I had been systematically preaching through the gospel of Matthew.  During this timeframe I delivered a sermon (Mt. 14:13-21) on the subject of Jesus addressing a healing and hunger problem (feeding of the 5,000) and then I offered an  application about how we might participate in the Lord’s work of helping to feed and heal the needs of the people of Haiti after the devastating tremor.    I did not try to explain why the earthquake happened but I attempted to engage our people in a solution, “for such a time as this,” where God could use us to do his work to make an incremental difference.  When it comes to giving explanations for catastrophes, Barbara Brown Taylor uses Job as an example noting,
“God never does answer Job’s question.  Job’s question was about justice.  God’s answer is about omnipotence, and as far as I know that is the only reliable answer human beings have ever gotten about why things happen the way they do.  God only knows.  And we are not God…When the dust settles…Job admits, “I have spoken of the unspeakable and tried to grasp the infinite.”
Matthew 14:13-21 focuses on:  The compassion Jesus has for needy people (v.14); the responsibility of Christ-followers to model after Jesus in ministering to needy people (v.16).  And a miracle of creation.  It is not just an account of Jesus supplying material needs.  It contained lessons for the disciples – and it contains lessons for us. 
 (v. 14)
When Jesus landed and saw a large crowd, he had
compassion on them and healed their sick.   
Jesus was speaking into the anxiety of the time.  This verse begins to show us what God like? Compassion[ate] - this is the heart of God – wanting to heal and meet people’s needs.  We can sing that great hymn titled, “Great is Thy faithfulness,” and forget God’s compassions don’t fail.  It’s too easy for Christian people to be judgmental of others and problems in society.  Jesus sees the real needs – and I think he would long for us to see what he sees.   In our own city community, we can be judgmental over the homeless issues or we can ask God to see what He sees and to learn how to compassionately respond to the needs.  A personal question for all of is, ‘What is the concrete evidence in our lives that the compassion of Jesus is being lived out for others?
 (v. 15)
As evening approached (the day is now over – time for dinner), the disciples came to him and said, “This is a remote place, and it’s already getting late.  Send the crowds away, so they can go to the villages and buy themselves some food.” 
My sense here is that the disciples had an ad hoc ‘board meeting’ and made a practical decision – passed a motion, and approached Jesus with their decision on a logistical problem.  The facts are we lack resources, it’s getting late (so Jesus finish up with the ministry time), and there’s a shortage of food.   Perhaps no village in the distant area could have been able to provide food for such a sizable group of 5,000.  Do we make up our minds first before bringing a problem to Jesus?  Yes!  Too often we lack the imagination about what Jesus can do with the lack, limitations, shortage, and need.   The disciples’ idea of sending this needy crowd away revealed their own helplessness to do anything.   Jesus was challenging them to see who He really was, and what that can mean to people who ‘walk with him.’
(v. 16)
Jesus replied, “They do not need to go away.  You give them something to eat.”
An outrageous statement it must have seemed like a hollow joke!   I can see them concluding in their minds, ‘But I don’t have the resources!’  I’m thinking, to feed this crowd is a recipe for bankruptcy: how can you feed the needs of so many people when all you’ve got, so to speak, is only ‘one piece of gum in your pocket!’   (The Disciples)  How do we even make a dent in the scope of these basic needs?”   I can imagine the disciples thinking: “Are you kidding me – now not even the 13 of us will be able to find hospitality in this area because of the crowd.”   Actually our own needs are in jeopardy.
You give them something to eat” - Now we are in the realm of what is physically impossible. YET GOD WANTS US TO PARTICIPATE (responsibility) IN HIS MIRACLE WORK   Where do we start?  Why is Jesus’ statement in verse 16 seemingly ludicrous?    Why does Jesus tell them “You must give them something to eat?”  Why is this a seemingly absurd statement?
Because it’s not rational.  Sometimes we find ourselves in the middle of circumstances that cannot be explained rationally.  It points out we approach our problems often exclusively on rational terms.  We eliminate God in many solutions.  There is a quick reflex in us to do things in our own strength (the ‘old nature’ reflex).  What was Jesus expecting of them in terms of a response?  He is pressing them to see beyond their limited thinking.   It’s almost as if he’s saying “you are not listening!”  “You need to think in different terms – not just rational practicalities.”  Can we get our eyes long enough off the messages of fear to hear Jesus’ message?   The disciples seemed to be so preoccupied with the scarcity, Jesus wasn’t overlooking that, but he was, moment by moment, communicating that God was with them (First by healing and expressing compassionate grace, mercy, and love).  The disciples were primarily focused on things that Jesus was not primarily focused on.   In other words – they were not pointing to something better (the faithful and generous character of God) and this appears to have been a faith issue.
 (v. 17)
“We have here only
five loaves of bread and two fish,” they answered.
I have no doubt that Jesus wanted them to tell him the problem.  They assessed the situation.  “Here is the problem Jesus. What will it take to solve this?”  Incidentally, throughout the gospels this story does seem to have a slight resemblance to a particular Old Testament situation that the people of God similarly faced in Exodus in the desert.
(vv. 13, 15) they are in a remote / solitary place – (literally a wildernesses) (v. 15) they are facing a lack of food, (v. 15) there seems to be some grumbling about the need emerging; maybe the tone might have even been a bit accusatory (i.e., “Jesus, you need to call this off”)
The story seems to touch on Jewish memory and the idea that maybe they hadn’t learned the lesson of Israel in the desert.  It would appear that Jesus may be rooting in the past to point to a present reality.  If Moses was associated as a spokesman for God with such a miracle, it should have occurred to the disciples that Jesus was capable of doing the very miracle itself.[1]  They don’t see the resources of God at hand.
They were blind to this.  And so can we be blind to this.   Where else are we blind to God’s capacity to deal with big needs?  With what I know about the needs around me, how can I really yield & submit with my life so that Christ’s power can work through me more?   Jesus wanted to help them take the next step into a greater realm of experience.
(Disciples) “Me feed them?”  (Jesus)  Yes!”  (Don’t be so insensitive!)
What was their problem? A lack of faith in God’s capacity.  The ‘God reflex’ isn’t there – remembering from their past and history who God is and that Jesus is the same God.  The problem was not knowing!  The problem was not having enough evidence.  The problem is much deeper in us – it’s a faith issue.   They should have said, “We know who God is, and Jesus we know who you are, and that you can help.”
The disciples and we have the same problem as the Israelites in the desert.
We know who God is from Sunday school and church but when we are in a crunch or there are problems …we can default.   Faith recognizes the shortage of our resources – but trusts in the greatness of God.
(v. 18)
Bring them here to me,” he said.   Do we hear this?  Problems that are in the realm of the impossible.  The Good News: Jesus said, “I am the Bread of Life.”   And the real hunger is not just for bread! 
(v. 19)
And he directed the people to sit down on the grass.  Taking the five loaves and the two fish and looking up to heaven, he gave thanks (expectant of the Father’s blessing) and broke the loaves.  Then he gave them to the disciples, and the disciples gave them to the people.
I want to come back to the question – how do we become a part of a solution where there is a big need?
Pattern:
First we must recognize that Jesus is in charge of the situation.   The pattern we see in this text is that they assessed there was a problem (vv. 15, 17) and then they brought the problem to Jesus.  Have we not recognized that there is a problem in Haiti and we have been praying and bringing this problem to Jesus this morning?  Bringing the problem to Jesus is a recognition that Christ is supremely in charge of the circumstances.   When we look at verse 16, we can see that Jesus invited the disciples to participate with him in the solution.   In this current crisis with Haiti I think God would plead with us to participate with Him in the solution.  In verses 17 and 18 the disciples brought what they had – “only five loaves of bread and two fish.”  In human terms, not very much but it was something.  In being part of a solution we bring what we’ve got to Jesus while seeking him to meet the need; this is where we pray.  Jesus essentially told the disciples; don’t tell the people to go away (v.16).  Turning our backs on the problem or ignoring the news casts on an issue like Haiti doesn’t change the problem, in fact we abdicate an opportunity to experience how the Lord can use our little to bring about setting things right.  Once the disciples had given their little to Jesus He brought it before the Father (v.19) and a transformation (a miracle in this case) changes the problem.  Then Jesus empowered the disciples to help in organizing the dispersion and dispensing of the distribution for the peoples needs.  Definitely you can see the disciples having a role both in assessing the problem, bringing the problem to Jesus and then in the circulation and delivery.  The disciples were all involved in doing something to address this problem; I believe that all of us can, and should, organize to do something that can add to the well being of such needs as Haiti.
 (v. 20)
They all ate and were satisfied (stuffed) and the disciples picked up twelve basketfuls of broken pieces that were left over
Here we see the generous hand of God – what is God like – He’s generous.  God’s blessing can make a little go a long way; every time we take an offering we pray that God would stretch our resources for His kingdom purposes…verse 20 says there were, “twelve baskets…left over.”
 (v. 21)
The number of those who ate was about five thousand men , besides women and children 
This is phenomenal; can we believe this?  From 2 fish and 5 loaves of bread?  Matthew 14:21 astounds us with the statement “…besides women and children.” This is a pre-birth control society; if conservatively each man was married with 3 children we are talking about 25,000 people being fed!  GM Place can only hold just over 21,000; BC Place holds 55,000 – it’s quite possible that the people Jesus fed reached the number of half the capacity of BC Place.  What areas of your life have you seen Christ multiply what little you have given Him?  Are there little areas you are still holding back from Him?  What are those little areas?  There are some of you here sitting in your church that may think that you don’t have much to give ….yes you do – even if it’s little.  (I have experienced providing either a little email counsel that I thought wouldn’t do much – but it turned out to be much for the recipient).   You may say to me – “Matthew 14:13-21 is speaking about a generation in the bible that was hungry….but we come from a generation that has everything here in Canada!”
There are people in this congregation who have advantages. (We have been blessed).
The question is:  ‘Are we going to dominate that or yield that?’  (I’m not just talking about money!)   What is our response to the call from outside our circle to help with need?   As Jesus takes what we bring him, He blesses it, and transforms it back as a blessing.   Verse 20 notes that the bread was broken into many pieces.  
We are often familiar with the analogy of the communion bread, being broken into many pieces, as representing finding our oneness / wholeness in Christ.  But we may not like the idea that part of our offering to the Lord that will be used to bless others has to do with allowing God to break us from things like our own selfishness.   We get to know God when he transforms us and out of the broken pieces of our lives so that other people can be blessed.  This is a new reality.  I would like to suggest that we allow this story to challenge our assumptions of selfish comfort and pursuit.  It challenges our assumption that God gave us gifts and advantages for ourselves.  Being missional will be inconvenient at times.   But lets’ see this story as it is written:  So often we wait for the bread basket to pass to us with our bibs on – waiting to be served.  This story of the feeding of the 5,000 is intended to adjust our understanding of Jesus and His mission. 
Will we be part of a solution?

What concerns come to our mind when we hear about large scale needs?
A few things come to mind: for one, the size of need (i.e., devastation from the Haiti earthquake was so huge and overwhelming Christians needed  help to cease thinking they couldn’t do anything).  Some question, ‘How do we know the money we give won’t be taken advantage of if we give to the helping agencies?’ Thank God there is a high level of trust in the integrity of MCC to channel funds directly to such crisis needs. People also need to be able to find a place to grieve over such sad events, yet grasp the fact that they can be a part of offering help and hope.  When it comes to large needs (international disasters) and being kingdom focused, does your church get involved?   Did your church respond to the call for help with the Szechwan, Taiwan earthquakes and Indonesian tsunami crisis?  Does your church put most of its focus in doing mission and social concern (allocation of funds internationally) amongst its own ethnicity?   Is there a kinship towards Asian causes and a distance with the needs of other ethnicities?.   Has there tended to be a ‘blind eye’ towards non-Asian crises (i.e., Italy and Chile’s earthquake, Sudan’s Darfur, etc.). Does the church board and leadership communicate expectations that their certain language congregations continue to aim their mission and global social concern activities at ethnic groups similar to themselves, despite that congregations’ wider social networks and missional viewpoint?  After decades of being in existence, has your congregation been moving towards a more ethnically plural mission, ministry or social / global concern and humanitarianism? The scriptures tell us that every human being bears God’s image and is therefore eternally valuable to him (Gen. 1:27). God tells us in Ex. 19:5 “…the whole earth is mine.”  The world and every race in it was so precious in the Creator’s eyes that he gave his only Son for them (Jn. 3:16). Gen. 12:3b notes that through God’s community “all peoples on earth will be blessed.”  We are wise to embrace the Lord’s opinion and the priority he puts on “the world,” mission and social concern.  God intended believers to be a “light to the nations” (Isa. 42:6). While the Bible reports that non-Hebrews occasionally came to faith, God judged His people, in part, because of their refusal to be neighborly with foreigners (e.g., Mal. 3:1–5; Zech. 7:10–14).  Isa. 49:6 says that God wants to use His people globally “that [we] may bring [His] salvation to the ends of the earth.”  

What does the Gospel say about a kingdom approach to global justice and social concern?  
So much could be said from scripture about sharing and giving for kingdom purposes (Is. 58:7; Mt. 22:39; 25:34-46; Jas. 2:14-20).  We are only stewards (Mt. 25:14-23; Lk. 12:48; 16:1-15) of the resources God gives us and we should “have the poor and needy” in focus as it is one of the ways we grow “rich toward God” via neighborliness.”  Acts 20:33-35 encourages the church to “help the weak, remembering the words of the Lord Jesus himself…’It is more blessed to give than to receive.’”  Isaiah 58:6-7 says, “Is not this [what] I have chosen: to ...share your food with the hungry…”   There needs to be more deliberative theological thinking, reflecting biblically on traditional embedded convictions around social and global concern / justice to develop a more holistic scriptural understanding that frees decision-making from a constrained response to international disasters.

Biblical passages / narratives on a kingdom approach to social concern and natural disasters.
Duet. 15:11, 18 says, “…be open-handed toward …the poor and the needy …and the Lord will bless you in all that you do.”   In Mark 8:19-21, Jesus says, “When I broke the five loaves for the five thousand, how many basketfuls of pieces did you pick up?”  “Twelve,” they replied.  “And when I broke the seven loaves for the four thousand, how many basketfuls of pieces did you pick up?”  They answered, “Seven.”  He said to them, “Do you still not understand?”   Ephesians 5:1 commands us to “Be imitators of God…”  I can envision that liberation comes as leadership spends more time reimagining what it might look like to be a compassionate people (Lk. 10:25-37); if God is faithful to all peoples, how can we emulate His character in a participation of bringing hope and life.

Theological themes that help our understanding in approaching social concern and natural disasters.  
One Theological theme that can contribute to our understanding is that God has the capacity to meet needs in times of scarcity (1Ki. 17:1-6, Elijah fed by Ravens; Deut. 8:16, Moses and the Israelites fed in the desert).  I think that many of us do truly struggle with the idea that there is not enough to go around in the face of global crises; but we should be willing to share with those who are marginalized.  God is big enough to use believers (anyone) to help with crises.  Throughout the scriptures (Gen. 1:28; 1Cor. 3:9; Phil. 2:13) there is the theme of God leading his people to co-work with him.  It begs the question, what sort of disciples are we? Are we prepared to be those who engage community and global problems and contribute to the needs of service and mission to which Jesus has called us?  It is too easy for us to be judgmental of others in crisis around the world, and pass by the problems of a society we see. Jesus saw the real needs of people in his day and He does so now, longing for us to see what he sees and do something about it.  That leads me to another theological theme that can help us, which is the theme to move beyond ourselves to extend compassion to our neighbors in need (Lk. 10:25-37).   Sometimes we encounter needy circumstances that cannot be explained rationally.  A theme in this can be the Silence of God.   I do not want to feel responsible for God’s silence in natural disasters like Haiti for example.  But I do recognize that God has used people in the past to contribute to the needs of sufferers of natural disasters during such silence; to help is a good thing; every good thing comes from God (Jas. 1:17).    I believe I will find myself coming back to the principle truth that – God is with us…for everything we and our neighbors may need.   When we see natural disasters and great need let’s resist the temptation to conclude it comes from Divine retribution (God’s judgment).   I would encourage the reader to be a catalyst for change in how your church responds in helping with global disasters; this may be a discipleship issue in your church where people need to be equipped to prepare people for a ‘next time;’ to help the congregation and church to enlarge their ministry vantage point; the way we love our neighbor is a thermometer moment.   A deficit can be that our love is not generalized to ‘all’ peoples.   God loves all races and that we must emulate that; we need to discuss this drawing our wisdom from scripture, Christian tradition, and a contemporary global understanding of life.  The Holy Spirit is given to us and the church, and expects growth beyond a current posture in participating in global concern.    In preparation for a ‘next time’ we should think more on why our church should love both the neighborhood and show love in global concerns.  It is reasonable to ask about what humanitarian global social concerns that we align our church giving too; at what point is it too selective?   If we are being too selective, then shouldn’t we see this as an indicator that we are being too selective in our emulation of Christ?   Let’s think about how we can get agency outreach information on how congregants could practically participate with more than just their prayers and money; on how they could physically serve to help meet such global crisis needs with their skills and abilities.  I think it’s reasonable to discuss a  response to global relief and social concern that aligns up with scripture (God loves the world); I think we all could drink more deeply from the well of some of our MB denomination’s theological emphasis on social concern and bring that into the Christian education contexts of our church so that congregants can have a deeper grasp of why they should get involved, and how they can get involved.   I would challenge our people to continue to pray for those who have experienced crisis, who find it difficult to appreciate that God loves them and wants to help them.
Background Reading

Brueggemann, Walter. The Word That Redescribes the World: The Bible and Discipleship (Minneapolis, MN: Augsburg Fortress, 2006).

Taylor, Barbara Brown.  When God is Silent (Lanham, Maryland, Rowman & Littlefield publishers, 1998).



[1] It is believed that Matthew wanted “to show that Jesus was the fulfillment of Old Testament expectations,” and it would be ludicrous for him to make claims “if he did not believe the events [he reports concerning Jesus] to be factual.”  Greidanus, “Preaching the Gospels,” p. 275.

Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Chinese churches - Great Commission Research Journal








Why Is There a Silent Exodus of English-speaking Adults from Western Canadian Chinese Churches 

 Author By: Dr Matthew Todd, MTS, MA, DTL

Abstract
This study recommends solutions towards the retention through empowerment of Canadian Born Chinese (CBC) adults in Chinese bicultural churches. To address retention, the key risk factors and common dynamics that contribute to a “silent exodus” of CBC adults were established through qualitative research, including a survey of participants from diverse church affiliations. Based on an analysis of the literature review and survey results, this study advocates working toward the retention of English-speaking adults from Chinese Canadian churches through associated parallel independent English congregational models; this recognizes a link between the process of acculturation and the imperative to leverage mission.  This chapter is taken from Todd’s doctoral dissertation titled, “Towards the Retention of English-Speaking Adults from Chinese Canadian Churches Through Associated Parallel Independent English Congregational Models” (Bakke Graduate University, Seattle WA, 2014).

(The article can be obtained from the following website:  http://journals.biola.edu/gcr/volumes/6/issues/1/articles/36)

Chinese - Celebrating the service of the Honorable Rev. Enoch Wong




The close of a chapter

Celebrating the ministry of Enoch Wong, senior servant of God.

Dr. Matthew Todd, MTS, MA, DTL


Celebrating the ministry of Enoch Wong, senior servant of God.
Grace and Enoch Wong
Grace and Enoch Wong
We should be just as enthusiastic about celebrating the closing chapter and milestones of leaders who have finished well as we are about calling out emerging leaders. It is the finishing well that holds promise for every active servant of God.
Sunday, October 16 marked one such celebration as the 17 Chinese MB churches in B.C. bid farewell to Enoch and Grace Wong, who are now in their 80s and retiring to a seniors home in Scarborough, Ont.
Rev. Enoch has been a key figure in leading, advising and nurturing 10 Chinese MB churches, including two in Venezuela, for 25 years. His influence over the leadership, direction, church planting and strategizing of the Cantonese, Mandarin and English ministries of these churches has been felt over three generations. His love for each ministry is very obvious.
Some people outside the Chinese MB churches have affectionately referred to Rev. Enoch as the “pope of the Chinese MB churches.” Within the Chinese MB community, however, his role has been understood in Asian hierarchical terms where there is transference of filial piety to this senior servant of God and his wife Grace. They have been spiritual parents to so many in these churches.
Converted to the Christian faith in 1945, Rev. Enoch became full-time pastor of the first Chinese MB Church in Vancouver, established by the late Henry Klassen. For more than half his ministry, he served as volunteer pastor and leader.
I have been astounded by the volume of service I have seen this “bent over” godly man give to the church. I have witnessed pastors and boards seeking out his spiritual insights and perspectives, especially during crucial transitions, leadership installations and church planting initiatives.

Good memories

My own memories begin with our first meeting in 1998, when Rev. Enoch told me his English name and why he had chosen it. It was based on a deep desire for the Lord to take him in the same way the biblical Enoch was taken from this life. From the time of my installation as pastor, when he told me “get down to your knees” (I now understand why), I have witnessed how this man with his frail back and big smile has won so many hearts for Christ.
I’ll never forget one occasion when I was helping him baptize. The baptismal candidate stayed under water and Rev. Enoch couldn’t retrieve him. He turned to me and said, “Help me.” I’ll never forget his tearful prayers or the day he came to the piano during a prayer meeting when I had no piano player. (Not bad for an 80-year-old man!) Many times people have tried to give him gifts but he just put them back into the offering for the church.
The farewell service, held at Fraserview MB Church, Richmond, B.C., was a combined gathering of the Chinese MB churches. Also present to congratulate the Wongs was the elder daughter of Henry Klassen.
Some of the most touching stories, told during a time of thanksgiving and sharing, came from people who had been helped by Rev. Enoch during family funerals. One woman said that she could not accept her mother’s death and threw her Bible away. His counsel that “God does not make mistakes” helped her recover her faith.
Gift presentations were given on behalf of our Pacific Grace and Chinese churches and the evening ended with Rev. Enoch’s final message. He spoke on Acts 20:24, “I consider my life worth nothing to me; my only aim is to finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me – the task of testifying to the good news of God’s grace.”
“I am not worthy of all this celebration,” he concluded. “I did nothing; it has been the God behind the man.”
I see humility, faithfulness, love, joy, anticipation and gratitude in the Wongs as they conclude their service to our MB family. May our lives, too, reflect these realities during the closing chapters of our service to our Lord.

Article available at: 
 http://www.mbherald.com/44/16/chapter.en.html


Diaspora Chinese Churches & the opportunity to reach Nations



The Challenge of Jesus’s Great Commission To Ethnic Churches

Dr. Matthew Todd, MTS, MA, DTL
The following academic journal article can be found at the following website:
The Challenge of Jesus' Great Commission to Ethnic Churches.” Directions, 37, no. 2, Fall 2008, 238-242.
http://www.directionjournal.org/37/2/challenge-of-jesuss-great-commission.html

So how do you bring a people so invested in their cultural identity to begin to invest in cross-cultural/intercultural outreach? We need to do a better job of teaching our people that God loves the world—not just our own ethnicity, but every nation. Let’s be certain our mission is biblically based, grounded in the Great Commission.... One significant way an ethnic bi-cultural church can encourage the application of Jesus’s Great Commission is to release, resource, and affirm its English (or other) language congregations to do mission in ways that are authentic for them. The cultural and multi-ethnic networks of those in an English language congregation of an ethnic church tend to straddle two cultures. This should be acknowledged, addressed, nurtured, and commissioned.... Scripture tells us that heaven will be multi-racial and multi-cultural. We should conceive of ethnic churches as the beginning, not the end, of God’s vision for his church. If Christ commanded his own Jewish ethnic followers to make disciples of all nations, no Christian individual or church is exempt from the Great Commission today. So who is going to do this? It’s supposed to be us!....(to read more see the above website.)

生命最後三星期



生命最後三星期
Dr. Matthew Todd, MTS, MA, DTL
深哉!神豐富的智慧和知識。祂的判斷,何其難測,祂的蹤跡,何其難尋。(11:33)
很想鼓勵大家堅持為你的摯愛禱告,無論是家人、朋友或相識的人,為他們信主祈禱。筆者從年輕以至成長的年日,不住地為我未信主的祖父祈禱,願意借此一角跟你分享事情的結局。我們應當警醒,地上的生命總會有終結,生命實在十分脆弱,正如蘋果電腦已故總裁喬布斯曾說:
不忘記至終會死亡的事實,是我在做人生重大決定時刻的重要工具。因為幾乎所有東西,一切外界期望、一切驕傲、對尶尬及失敗的恐懼,這一切在死亡面前都會消失,剩下來就是最重要的。所以如果你將每天當成人生最後一天渡過,所作的決定最終會證實是正確的。
先祖父於1974年驗出有癌症,他一直便過著有一天,便過一天的生活。他並非一個宗教份子,但正如我們所有人一般,他日常生活都充斥著屬靈的反省,他也有著存在主義式的問題,譬如:我到底是誰?人生的目的何在?我每天所作的有甚麼意義?死後往那裏去?相信我們大部份人會感到人生是個旅程……對人生意義的理解不停地演變……這是我在祖父的身上看到的。
從第二次世界大戰到患上癌症,大部份人都會以無神論者或不可知論者來形容他。生活一直很艱苦,直至他在消防局晋升至局長助理,在他自己眼中,他是個單靠自己雙手獲取成就的人,神的存在對他來說是虛構的,又或是不可認識的。在1974年與癌症及死亡糾纏之後,他從不可知論者轉移成為有神論者(相信有一更高的主宰)。新的認知,是因著生命的破碎和混亂。一想起祖父這方面,不期然便會想到喜劇演員Lenny Bruce的名句:「每一天,人們都在遠離教會,卻走向神。」這並不是說,我完全認同這句說話,而是因著祖父是在善終醫院中信主,而不是在教會。祖父經常說:
「我不會追求宗教,但我卻相信有一位非我所能理解的更高主宰,我會追求屬靈事物……你在心中會感覺得到;我一生都有種感覺,生命中一切的成就,都是我從祂領受的。」(生命的美善、事業等。)
那麼,有神論者是甚麼?就是那些以理性及對自然界觀察而推斷出造物主的存在(1:19-20)。雖然祖父並不信仰宗教,但基督教的工作準則,以至從基督徒世界觀而來「己所欲施於人」的金律,卻深印在他心中。這一切,都從小像空氣般伴著他成長。他對信仰的接觸,是因他母親帶他和其他孩子到Vernon的一所浸信會(1927-31),祖父當時8-11歲,目睹母親受浸。(除非你母親有神經病,否則你定然地對此產生反思。)
兒時的教會主日學、周末的青年團契、觀看宣教士幻燈片、聖誕節的糖菓,祖父提到這一切時,都會眉飛色舞。他也記得在聖誕劇中朗誦一首詩詞時,忍不住哈哈大笑時的情景。在生命的下半場,他多次出席聖誕音樂聚會,多數是應我的邀請。雖然在人生的大部份章節,他仍舊在宣稱會屏棄宗教,但他最大的抗拒,似乎是教條主義,並神會否跟人建立個人關係,可能這會窮他另一生去搞清楚。
有一次午飯時,我們討論到巴斯卡的賭注(Pascal’s Wager):壓注在一個可能不存在的神,以避免失卻可能存在的神所帶來的永恆快樂。祖父給我的印象,雖然許多在信仰群體中的人令他失望,但其中仍有些真理,不過,它需要多加清洗……洗淨所有的塵埃,剩下那些永存的。
諺語說:「在狐狸洞裏不會有無神論者。」(There are no atheists in foxholes),意思是在極端壓力或恐懼中,例如戰爭期間,所有的人都會相信或盼望一個更高的主宰。正如我們許多人,我認為祖父會極願相信,假若有一個善良全能慈愛的神,一個可以個人認識的神,他會願意認識祂。事實上,有誰不願意呢?然而,他在許多普通的物事中,無論是自然界 (狗隻、一串花、一場賽馬),他的摯愛(家人、朋友、皺紋的臉、戒掉的酒),及他能用以服務社區的恩賜。
在祖父與癌症奮鬥的最後兩年,我為他靈魂得救禱告擔子很重。到了最後一個月,我每星期探望他四五次,我們有深入的分享,說的是:「我愛你」、「感謝你」、「多謝你在戰爭中服務國家」等重要說話,又或祗是手握著手。
離開之前,我一定會為他在iPhone中播出一些由Johnny CashTennessee Ernie FordThe Gaithers等演唱的古老田園福音民歌或聖詩,我會握著他的手,讀一兩段「神的愛」經文,為他禱告(每次他都會說多謝)。有一天,我帶給他一粒帶殼的花生,對他說:「您也可以去掉這殼,單靠著神的愛和應許來生活。」
就在他離開世界三星期前,我握著他的手,用iPhone播放田園版的「古舊十架」,當他聽著這四節詩歌之際,眼淚沿著兩頰流下來。起先,我以為他感到痛楚,問他說:「祖父,有甚麼問題嗎?」他有一陣子說不出話來,然後道:「我希望你在我喪禮中唱這首詩歌。」在人面對危機的時候,就顯出他們的信念來,一些他們在骨子裏的回響……是提醒嗎?是心結終於解開了?明顯地,祖父突然地感到十架的菁華,正好能代表他一生的總結。我肯定他在生命結束前三星期選擇這首喪禮詩歌,代表著他願意體現與耶穌聯合,一同受苦,一同釘死,願意擁護「這古舊十架」帶來的福音信息。
我是在說「人生最後一頁」嗎?因為祖父壓上賭注 ── 而這祗是開始。大約在他離世前三小時,我在他床畔跟他說話,他那時已不能移動。於是,我將iphone放到他耳邊,再次播放這田園詩歌「古舊十架」,他隨即舉起他的手,下午7 25分,他靜悄悄地走了……他得著自由了,我敢打賭他所認識的自由是難以想像的。我相信,祖母正在那裏迎接他,並說:「感謝神,你竟願意擺上賭注!」
故事的教訓:我們要經常提醒自己,恆切祈禱,是可以在某些人的生命,產生重大的分野。
作者Matthew Todd為慕迪港頌恩堂前英文牧師,現時在本拿比威靈頓教會聚會。

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Chinese Canadian Diaspora Churches Next Generation

Matthew Todd, "A biblical and theological approach to retaining the next generation in Chinese Canadian Diaspora churches and doing Mission," Serving God's Community, Susan s. Phillips & Soo-Inn Tan editors (Published by Graceworks & Regent College Publishing: Vancouver BC), 2014, 301-317.

This article is based off of two years of qualitative research survey work by Dr. Todd in the British Columbia and Alberta regions and represents unprecedented findings  backed up by solid study using the social science method. Canadian leaders will discover the findings contribute to concrete solutions for building leadership strategy.